I'm still here. I have not been very active lately due to illness and life. My mental state is not very good right now ether. I had to take time off from my job as a librarian to focus on getting better. I started having stomach trouble again. I had an endoscopy done which showed some inflammation but nothing serious. Two polyps were removed and they were benign. Dyspepsia has been ruled out so now I'm going dairy free to see if it's lactose intolerance.
My mental health is not the best. I've been dealing with severe depression. My medication has stopped working. It feels like I'm spiraling out of control. I'm fighting it.
I also seem to have lost interest in MLP. I'm not feeling it right now. My current thing is Pokemon and the Vocaloids.
I'm here, and I have always been watching.
"The sky is dark. The is no sun, moon, or stars. It's been like this for as long as we can remember. My friends and I have vowed to find and bring back High Princess Sunstar. Only she has the power to end the night. We six fillies have no marks of our own. We must succeed or else, Equestria will freeze." Aurora Dawn. Excerpt from Lost Hope.